【Kent】Heavenly Junkie

Kent【Heavenly Junkie】




I saw a film

Future visions of now

They changed the end

Cause they always do somehow

Saw you tonight

For the first time in years

Crushed and thin

But your guardian angel's with you

Judging by the way you walk

And I have a feeling, it wasn't that easy

Keeping a pace like that

Forever you fool me

You are a heavenly junkie

We live in the dreams you had

I have a feeling, it wasn't that easy

To be who you were

I saw a film about the violence in men

I press rewind, take it frame by frame again

Saw you tonight, life still danced in your eyes

You're creased and lined, but your guardian angel's with you

Judging by the way you talk

And I have a feeling, it wasn't that easy

Keeping a pace like that

Forever you fool me

You are a heavenly junkie

We live in the dreams you had

And I have a feeling, it wasn't that easy

Keeping a pace like that

Forever you fool me

You are a heavenly junkie

We live in the dreams you had

And I have a feeling, it wasn't that easy

Keeping a pace like that

Forever you fool me

You are a heavenly junkie

We live in the dreams you had

And I have a feeling, it wasn't that easy

To be who you were


電影中的青少年，總會有種莫名的青春期式蒼白憂鬱。

我的似乎最近才發生。

每天從宿舍到傅鐘等車的那一段徒步路程，

耳朵裡裝著Placebo，後來是Kent，再後來是Mew。

一劑一劑如迷幻藥般，不斷攝取，

讓我渴望閉上眼睛，

被麻醉在那種彷彿不願意清醒的逃避式狀態（又或者因為被麻醉了所以才能夠清醒）。

那是最脆弱的平衡。

卻是唯一能夠維持住我而不致於崩潰的平衡。


他們說我總是看起來很輕鬆地聽著耳機，

殊不知，

那些節拍是支撐我的最後、也是最脆弱的力量。


If I will overdose, then let me.



2009.11.25